Forgiveness

ahead of ramadan
it is time to forgive and apologize
but, both are not easy
especially to forgive a mistake that is not recognized
Ramadan may be able to wash away all the anger 

6 months of pregnancy

he's getting bigger and stronger
more be loved and waited for
he was the power of God Almighty sent me

sorry for my mistakes :'(
may Allah SWT always bless you as a strong child, firm stance, and upholding the truth of your religion bold

all of us, can't wait to see and hold you :) 

Quantum Of Giving

intend to use the best possible time owned and tried to strengthen the belief that all that the only deposit

before all is lost, before it's gone
no matter how small, with perfect sincerity
try to be more beneficial for others
only Almighty Allah be expected

Super Special Third Pregnancy of Mine

Already five months of this gift was growing inside me. A very special gift.
His attendance received as a prove of increasingly the Most Merciful loves. 
God still trust me to keep and care a child. With all my weakness, with the rest of my ignorance, God is still giving me the opportunity to enlarge the fields of jihad.

I pray, InsyaAllah, this baby will grow into a child strong, compassionate, with patience and sincerity as deep as the ocean.

May God always gives permission and the opportunity for me to always be a good mother for my children.
aamiin.

Change the Focus

i just read tweets posted by rangga umara. it was so cool.
he said, whatever the problem or the pain we have, do not stay focus on that, wider the way of look up..., insyaallah, the problem will become smaller and smaller :D

I leave it to You

How hard i have been tried, i couldn't push my self to be stronger.

So, now, i just leave it to You, Allah..

May You always protect and bless us..aamiin

Welcome December

the journey wasn't always smooth :(

i have passed difficult time, and got precious learning from that.

but sometimes, i feel it will be never be same again, whatever it takes.

but i believe, when i'm feeling blue, i will let it free

because the sadness sometimes can make me more mature

so, it is oke to being sad, isn't it? 

happy shunny december 

:)